Writing mostly scares me because I am often made to write when I am in public places. Although this has made me more efficient in blocking out my surrounding area it still make me shake. I say this because my mind is a sacred place that I choose to explore in my own privacy and comfortability. I have many varying opinions and truths that many people would disagree with. Writing is a coping and meditating mechanism if you ask me. I simply just don’t know how to put my thoughts into words in a way that it may not be challenging to read. I also struggle to understand why there has to be so many rules in something that should be so freeing, speech. I know it makes one more credible and you sound like you know a lot but what does it matter if you appear these things, if those things are true. There is a relief in writing. And also a distraught nerve. I guess you can really make it what you want it to be.
Best Friend I love you. You make me smile when times are hard. You push me to be the best version of me. You make me whole and without you this world would be way harder to manage. You are my personal safe, where I keep all my secrets dreams and desires. For when I forget these things you will be my medicine that will help me to remember. I never saw you coming my way but boy am I glad you came. you are proof that I made a difference to someone. You are one more reason for me to live. You are the slow breaths I take to stay sane. You are my light in dark places. My shoulder to cry on when my mom’s isn't available. Best Friend you are the light house to my ocean, the strings to my shoes and the gel to my edges. You are my inner thoughts and you know the vibes. Best friend you know me because in another world, you are me and I am you.
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